Hannah Brown Admits She’s “Struggling” After Finding Love With “Multiple People” On Bachelorette

By Stefanie Parker | August 13, 2019

It’s been a rough few weeks for former Bachelorette Hannah Brown. After her quest to find love on television crumbled (she ended her engagement to musician Jed Wyatt during the show’s finale), she’s now back to reality. And turns out, her reality isn’t all roses.

In a heartfelt Instagram post, Hannah revealed that she’s “struggling” with how “different” her post-Bachelorette life is.

“Since last August, I’ve been a pageant queen, a bachelor contestant, and the Bachelorette,” she wrote alongside a photo of herself gazing into the distance. “I’ve been in love with multiple people, I got engaged, I broke off an engagement, and I shared it all with millions of people. My faith has been questioned by thousands who don’t know my heart, and my transparency with my decisions has labeled me promiscuous.”

 

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Honest policy: I’m struggling. Life is so different. Since last August, I’ve been a pageant queen, a bachelor contestant, and the Bachelorette. I’ve been in love with multiple people, I got engaged, I broke off an engagement, and I shared it all with millions of people. My faith has been questioned by thousands who don’t know my heart, and my transparency with my decisions has labeled me promiscuous. Simultaneously, I’ve become a role model for young women and started bigger conversations around faith, and sex. // I’m living on my own for the first time and shuffling through this life of next steps with press, media, and opportunities galore. I miss my friends and family who have watched my life explode. I feel guilty because I don’t have the time or emotional capacity to fill each of them in on my life right now. I can’t keep up with the people who matter most, because I can barely keep up with my own life right now. // I am not complaining about this past year of adventures. The woman who has emerged would shock the mirror-image young girl from a year ago. I have so many blessings to be thankful for. However it’s uncharted territory for me, and it’s been hard to really process what the heck is going on. // Maybe I needed write this out to remind myself I’m human and it’s okay to be overwhelmed. And maybe, I just needed to remind you guys too. Life is beautiful, but wild. I think it’s okay to be strong-to know you’re strong-but to still feel weak simultaneously. I believe that’s when the magic happens. My spirit has opportunity to grow and blossom from this place. Healing and restoration can happen. I can rest knowing that My Savior has compassion and wants to help and love me through this journey. I’ve just got to let Him. I don’t know if I have been lately— but I am now because honestly, I think I would give out if I didn’t. So yeah, I’m not going to struggle to disguise my weakness— I’m just gonna give over the keys to my main man Jesus and let him bless me through this ride. Isaiah 54:10

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“I miss my friends and family who have watched my life explode,” she continued. “I feel guilty because I don’t have the time or emotional capacity to fill each of them in on my life right now. I can’t keep up with the people who matter most, because I can barely keep up with my own life right now.”

The 24-year-old went on to reveal that this new life of press interviews and opportunities in the lime light is “uncharted territory” for her, and something that she needs to adjust to.

“I’m human and it’s okay to be overwhelmed,” she wrote. “And maybe, I just needed to remind you guys too. Life is beautiful, but wild. I think it’s okay to be strong-to know you’re strong-but to still feel weak simultaneously. I believe that’s when the magic happens.”

Hannah may also be overwhelmed with how her love life has turned out. After her televised proposal went south, she attempted to rekindle a relationship with her Bachelorette runner-up Tyler Cameron. The two met for a drink and even spent the night together, but it doesn’t look like the hunky model is willing to commit to a serious relationship. In fact, he was spotted out in New York City with supermodel Gigi Hadid several times recently, proving that Hannah isn’t the only woman in his life.

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The Netherlands was cool and all, but time to take y’all to Jupiter!

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“I have feelings, but I’m also single and he’s single and I wanna keep my options open and he can keep his options open,” she told Entertainment Tonight. “I’m working on Hannah and loving Hannah.”